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matias
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days before they convene in 's chambers, another meeting happens, one much smaller and far more intimate.[break][break]

he stands over piles of splintered wood. it's impossible to tell what they once were, even the foundations are reduced to charred nothings, but to those who know, this was where his home used to be. the same home he once shared with .[break][break]

change can be painful. this change, however, may be good.[break][break]

"eva."[break][break]





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The Peacemaker
She / Her
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Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
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POSTED ON Oct 1, 2024 6:24:38 GMT
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 Change is good. It’s evolution. It promotes growth and bolsters strength in the wake of adversity. A lot has changed, and perhaps too quickly.

Change is not benign and not always gentle. It can tear you apart, leave you shattered, a fraction of yourself while you scramble to make sense of it and put the pieces of your soul back together again. Sometimes, too much change can be devastating.

Some say there are six stages of grief, but it all just feels the same in the end; Hollow.

That’s how she feels when she looks out over the splintered wood and unrecognizable remnants of what used to be her home. It hadn’t been her home in a long while, but it’s the only one she’s truly had since moving to Hoenn all those years ago.

She sighs, swallowing the painful lump bobbing in her throat, “Hello, Matias,” she doesn’t smile. She takes a wide step over a charred beam to stand beside him, “Are you alright?”








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matias
he/him
thirty-two
november 14th
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straight...unless?
elite four
champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
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"i'm alright."[break][break]

and for the first time in too long, he means it. the rifts in his mind have mended enough for him to be considered sane, the wounds of battle have healed over, and the red shards that were once fused into his being have been removed, though not by choice.[break][break]

compared to others, matias walked away almost unscathed save for the cut across his lip and cheek; a reminder of the ambush by . as is the tattered remains of their home.[break][break]

he turns his head.[break][break]

"are you?"[break][break]





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The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
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POSTED ON Oct 10, 2024 21:55:35 GMT
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 Her gaze dances back and forth from the debris to the profile of Matias before she decides that she believes him. He seemed to change, finding a way back to the Matias she knew before Groudon. The one she fell in love with, “That’s good,” the words bleed into a sigh as her shoulders relax and she continues to take in the devastation around them.

“I’m fine, I guess,” language’s universal answer to ‘no, but I don’t want to talk about it’.

She takes her hands out of her pockets to help balance herself as she steps over a beam towards something beneath the soot that catches her eye. She reaches down and lifts a stained picture frame. Glass dully bounces off the wood as she extracts a partially burnt photo.

“I never really came to get all my stuff, did I?” she reflects on the realization for a moment, just now realizing she left with no real closure. She left a part of herself here and it burned with everything else. Just another part of her she’ll never get back, doomed to feel hollow for eternity.








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matias
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thirty-two
november 14th
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straight...unless?
elite four
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with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
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his head shakes.[break][break]

"i didn't think you ever would."[break][break]

but if he thought that, then whey hadn't he cleared out her stuff for her? it would've taken him a day at most to shove them all into boxes and ship them away, never to be seen again. but he didn't. memorabilia that once doted their home now lay at their feet.[break][break]

"for a while there i didn't think you'd ever want anything to do with me again."[break][break]

he exhales a chuckle.[break][break]

"and i wouldn't have blamed you."[break][break]





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The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
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POSTED ON Oct 16, 2024 3:36:29 GMT
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 Dark soot stained the picture entirely It’s impossible to know what it once memorialized. She lets it drift back down to the debris as her hand falls back down to her side. There doesn’t seem to be anything salvageable, so what is she doing here?

She turns back towards him at the sound of his voice. Oh, that’s why.

“Then you didn’t know me at all.”

It’s a sobering thought, because if he doesn’t know her, who does? Is she really that alone?

She never stopped fighting for him. If he didn’t see that, maybe he’s just blind.

“What will you do now?”








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matias
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thirty-two
november 14th
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straight...unless?
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champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
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"i did know you."[break][break]

his doubts and insecurities have nothing to do with her and everything to do with him. he thought them so deep-rooted but in actuality all it took was a gluttonous patron to expose how shallow they were.[break][break]

her question goes unanswered, replaced by another.[break][break]

"why did it leave you?"[break][break]

he asks.[break][break]

"why her?"[break][break]





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The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
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3,901 posts
Eva Morales DOLLARS
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Eva Morales
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POSTED ON Oct 24, 2024 4:52:33 GMT
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 Her gaze shifts from him to the ground. There’s nothing in particular that catches her eye. It’s simply the weight of the insecurities and grief she still carries when he asks the inevitable question.

She says the same thing she does to everyone who asks, “The time for peace was over,” she shrugs lightly, “They needed something, someone . . . more for what was to come,” the persistent theme arises again: Eva just isn’t enough.

What they need lives in ’s blood. Draconid is simply something Eva will never be, and there’s nothing wrong with that. It just simply is.

“It would have either ended with my death or when I had served my purpose. It just so happens the latter came first.”








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noodles

matias
he/him
thirty-two
november 14th
saffron
straight...unless?
elite four
champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
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MATIAS SILPH DOLLARS
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POSTED ON Oct 24, 2024 9:38:43 GMT
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"that can't be true."[break][break]

many believe to be the face of peace and justice and virtue but who would know war better than her? who else has lived and fought through hell? she brings peace because she has lived a world that lacked it. then again, he supposes the same could be said for .[break][break]

with that in mind, then it must be rayquaza.[break][break]

"tell me you really don't believe that."[break][break]





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The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
awards
3,901 posts
Eva Morales DOLLARS
part of
TAG WITH @dreva
Eva Morales
constant change
POSTED ON Oct 24, 2024 15:20:28 GMT
Eva Morales Avatar
[attr="class","eva"]
[attr="class","top"]
 His disbelief comes as a surprise to her, so she pops her gaze back up to him with furrowed brows of confusion.

“Believe it?” she almost laughs. There’s nothing more true, more factual, “You can see it,” her arms gently wave as if she gesturing to the vision of Mega Rayquaza and a mutilated in front of them, “I don’t think I would have survived the transition.”

She became more convinced of that the more she studied the phenomenon as a whole. All the work she put into unlocking the dragon’s potential had manifested in the torture of someone she loves. Fate has a twisted sense of humor.








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noodles

matias
he/him
thirty-two
november 14th
saffron
straight...unless?
elite four
champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
awards
8,524 posts
MATIAS SILPH DOLLARS
part of
TAG WITH @matias
MATIAS SILPH
constant change
POSTED ON Oct 28, 2024 10:32:14 GMT
MATIAS SILPH Avatar
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[attr="class","vvolatile mattyias"]
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"you've survived far worse, i'm sure you'd have been fine growing out some horns and scales."[break][break]

he's downplaying it at the expense of , that much he knows, but it's the only way he knows to get his point across; the same point he's been trying to get eva to understand: she is enough.[break][break]

ultimately, he ends up sighing.[break][break]

"but who are we to challenge fate? if it's in her blood, her destiny, then fuck it. better her than you."[break][break]

he shrugs.[break][break]

"i don't want you to die like that."[break][break]

the same way bailey cooper had. the same way he will.[break][break]





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BD

The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
awards
3,901 posts
Eva Morales DOLLARS
part of
TAG WITH @dreva
Eva Morales
constant change
POSTED ON Nov 4, 2024 22:07:07 GMT
Eva Morales Avatar
[attr="class","eva"]
[attr="class","top"]
 Honestly, she’s not sure if she has survived worse. Emotionally? Probably. But what Freya goes through is straight torture. Painful, agonizing, but powerful all the same. She should be happy for Rayquaza, that it was able to finally reach its full potential, something she worked towards for years at their side. It’s shameful to feel a tinge of jealousy but it’s there . . . just buried down deep.

“No one deserves to die like that. She won’t and you won’t. I’ll make sure of that,” it’s a promise she’s made before and plans to continue to keep.

But his comment prompts the question, “Then how should I die?” If not dying for something bigger than herself, for a purpose greater than her, what should she die for? It would be a tragedy to live a life like theirs just to die heartbroken, alone, and for nothing.








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noodles

matias
he/him
thirty-two
november 14th
saffron
straight...unless?
elite four
champion
with you
i am born anew.
1321 height
1321 height
i'll try to find you in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke.
awards
8,524 posts
MATIAS SILPH DOLLARS
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TAG WITH @matias
MATIAS SILPH
constant change
POSTED ON Nov 6, 2024 4:34:26 GMT
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has kept her promise thus far. he has no reasons to doubt otherwise.[break][break]

her question catches him off guard, evident by how his head shakes and how he has to take a moment to find his words.[break][break]

"i don't want you to die at all."[break][break]

but that opens up another buneary hole of suffering which he would never want for her either. he's caught, stuck at a crossroads with no right path. it's not the first time he's found himself here.[break][break]

"how would you want to die?"[break][break]





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BD

The Peacemaker
She / Her
32
January 25
Pallet Town, Kanto
Heterosexual...?
Veterinarian
Head Prof / Major
I HOPE
you dream of me
5'3'' height
5'3'' height
My legacy is in the lives I save
awards
3,901 posts
Eva Morales DOLLARS
part of
TAG WITH @dreva
Eva Morales
constant change
POSTED ON Nov 7, 2024 5:33:03 GMT
Eva Morales Avatar
[attr="class","eva"]
[attr="class","top"]
 Eva’s lips curl down into a frown. Instead of just glancing back at Matias she shifts in the pile of rubble to fully face him.

“Everyone dies, Matias,” Death has been chasing them for years but they’ve somehow, against all odds, have managed to elude it. It started in Kanto. Death followed them here on the wings of a blood red R. It’s evolved since then, transforming itself into dangerous allies in the form of gods. This is the closest it has come to stealing them away.

“I don’t want to die anytime soon, but when I do. . .” she lets the word linger for a moment while she gathers her thoughts, “It’s not the how, really, that matters. I would want it to be for something, you know? Something bigger than myself. I won’t live forever but I'd like to create something that will,” Peace, hope, a lasting ideal that can not be killed. Something truly immortal.








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"i'd argue you've already created something, but what do i know? i'm just—"[break][break]

the outcast. the irredeemable. the volatile. title after title, moniker after moniker, none of them have meant anything. he once thought they defined him, but he learned recently not to be anchored by them. he is who he is; he simply is.[break][break]

he breathes a sigh, letting tension fade off his shoulders. his lips break into a soft smile as he looks at her.[break][break]

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